Fluffy Trinity

Title: Shiny happy people
Author: HimeMi(y)a(vi) :p
Paring: Gackt/Miyavi
Disclaimer: I don't own these fabulous people
Warning: Fluffy yaoi

"O.K. good everyone..Thank you for your hard work. Now let's take tomorrow day off."
"Wheeee? Are you sure, Gackt-san?"
"I am. We've been working all the past two weeks on this PV so I want you to take a rest. We'll meet the day after tomorow to make the last corrections" said the singer. His beloved staff, G's Killer Crew, they all started to yell and pack to be off as soon as possible.
Gackt looked at them with heart full of thanks and love. He stayed in the studio till everyone left and then carefully locked the door.
You was waiting for him leaning against his car.
"So, how do you feel about the PV?"
"I think my expectations were fulfilled. I can't thank everyone enough for such a high tempo."
"They're working hard because they see you. You lead peaple to do the best."
"I don't know...But whatever, take a rest tomorrow, You-chan."
"And what about you? Don't you dare work secretly."
Gackt's face lightened up. "Don't worry, I'll wear some random clothes and sunglasses and stuff and I'll go for a long walk, sightseeing the people."
"Oh, that again," You already knew about Gackt's weird hobby, but since it was something inspirative for him, he didn't care. He was just worried for Gackt's safety. But he knew, Gackt's special bodyguards will be always near him. So it looked like he has nothing to worry about.
"O.K. I'll go buy some new manga or so."

After coming home, to the dungeon-like-house, Gackt finally realized how tired he was. He didn't want to collapse because of work anymore, so he let himself fall to the bed and sleep for at least 12 hours. The staff living in the house will take care of everything if needed.

He woke up, knowing it was already 8 am. He really slept 15 hours in a row??
After taking hot-cold-hot-cold shower, he dressed in his favourite baggy pants and black sleeveless T-shirt, he put a wig and sunglasses on, grabbed some money, car keys and cellphone and left the house. He knew three of his bodyguards are guarding him and he felt safe. He knew he can trust them with his life.

He was wandering thrugh the streets zig-zag just how he felt to when he spotted an advertisement saying:
"Do you need a quiet place to eat? Romantic area surrounded by forests and meadows, really tasty cooking and pleasant relaxing music.  Come in the Kawasaki's nature restaurant. We promise, after first visit, you'll never want to eat anywhere else."

It looked good, so he didn't think twice. He read the address and drove the car in the direction out of the city.
After half an hour he found a cute little restaurant. When he entered, he was told to order and then choose a table in the forest. Yes, the tables were located in the small forest, far enough from one another.
So he chose one in the edge of the forest with large meadow at the side. Gackt sat to that side of the table so he could face the meadow. Light breeze was combing the grass and he felt like in totaly different country.
After the meal was brought, he drew in the thoughts for some time until a young man disturbed him.

This funny guy was fooling around with the big red umbrella in the grass, he danced, screamed, jumped, he fell in the grassy ground over and over and all the time he was laughing.
Gackt's first feeling was irritation, but as he watched that guy's happy laugh and his running all over in crises, he realized that the guy must feel a pure happiness. It was quite amusing, watching that fool singing and all. While watching him, Gackt almost didn't notice a small shooting staff infront of that guy. He realized that they are taking videoshoot.

But who was that foolish singer? He never saw him. He had also really funny appearance. His black hair was cut in weird style, almost each hairstripe in incoherent lenght. He wore two sleeveless T-shirts and something wraped around his hips, like a big orange sarong. His arms were covered with tatoos. Everything kanji. He was barefoot.

He repeated the song over and over again, but didn't stop running.
It didn't look very tiresome for him. He was hyper and crazy.
After one hour watching him Gackt noticed his food got cold and he pushed the dish aside with disgust. He tried to order something else, when the Hyper Guy came to him.
"You were watching me." he smiled. Gackt looked first time in his face, noticing piercing in nose, eyebrow and bottom lip. He had tattoo on both hands and fingers.
"Yeah"
"I told them to close this side. I wonder why they let you to this place."
"I don't know. I didn't know something's happening here."
"Did you like it? The video shoot."
"Should I praise you how wonderfull you sing? Do you want me to tell you I haven't seen better shoot?" asked irritated Gackt. It surprised him how angry he got, not even knowing the reason. He wanted to smile at this guy, he liked  that happy aura around him.
"I want you to tell what you really think."
"Why?"
"Because I'm not paying you. So I can hope you'll be honest." laughed the Hyper ignoring Gackt's attitude.
"Why me?"
"You saw it and you're my future fan!"
That made Gackt finally laugh. This kiddo is more than selfconfident.
"Sure I'll run to the first store to buy your single." he chuckled sarcastically.
"Don't worry, gimme your address, I'll send it to you for free. You're my first fan." repeated that umbrella fool.
"In your dreams."
"So tell me your opinion." begged the singer-to-be.
"It was funny. And I felt you are having fun, so in fact, I liked it."
"Liar, you say the same as my staff.."
Gackt's eyes got irritated again, he stood up, and left the Hyperboy without a word. The bodyguards stood up from the nearest table and followed him.
"WAIT!!"
The scream didn't stop him. But the hyperguy ran to him and was hold by one bodyguard.
"Who are you? I'll definetely send you the single." cried the guy loud.
"Before that tell me your name. I'll catch up with you, if your song gets at last in first 20 songs in Oricon. Or do you think you can beat me?"
"I'm Miyavi. Wait, are you singer too?"
Gackt took off the glasses and wig.
Miyavi's eyes widened in a shock.
"Ga-Gackuto-sama...."
"Don't call me sama. And forget about the bet. I'll watch your rising anyway." he smiled and left.
The last gentle smile was how he wanted to talk to him all the time. But his body, face and mouth seemed to live their own life. He was a little troubled about making a fool of himself in front that all happy Miyavi.

After that day Gackt returned in the work and forgot all about the weird meeting for another two weeks, until the song was out, along with the new PV and a promise of a Tour.

One evening Gackt lay in the bathtub, drinking wine and watching TV, quickly skipping through the channels. And then, he saw him.
The tall, slender body and Miyavi's personal crazy smile. He threw himself in the grass, fooled around with the umbrella and sung his happy song. It was called Ashita, genki ni naare.
As the pv ended, the moderator said it jumped surprisingly in the first 50 and got the position on the 40th place. It was a big surprise, because the song was out just one week.
When the advertisement broke the music program, Gackt turned the TV off. And that moment, his cell rang.
"Moshi moshi?"
"Hi, it's me. We have a little adorable problem here. One guy calls you over and over saying he wants to talk to you no matter what." the staff girl said.
"Name"
"He said it's Miyavi."
"O.K. I know him. Give him this number."
"Are you sure?"
"Ah"
"O.K. bye."
Gackt hung up and waited for the promised call while getting out of the tub and drying himself.
The phone rang the moment he slid into boxers and white pants he used to wear for training.
"You made it, Kiddo"
"Hai, Gakkuto-nii, did you see it? It's 40th already." Miyavi's voice got all happy.
"I just saw the reprise. Congratulations. This way you'll really make it to the first 20. And what's with the -nii??"
"You've said not to call you -sama. And congratulations to you too. You've made it to first 10 in two weeks. I guess you'll have to surprass just yourself..there are three more songs before it, every single one your own."
"Yeah, I know."
"Tutor me." it wasn't a beg. And Gackt grinned. This was getting funny.
"Why would I help you to surprass me? I'll loose my job then."
"True. Bad idea. But you could at least give me some advice. Please."
"I don't know your music." complained Gackt logicaly. "And I'm not someone who can say what is good or not."
"But your things sell, don't they?"
"I just write and sing what I feel. And you're already doing that."
"Meet me."
"This conversation has no meaning....."
"That's why we should meet again. Meet me in the xxxx hotel tomorrow at 9 pm."
-click-

Next day he couldn't stop thinking about the offer. Should he go or not? You made a little party to celebrate the Oricon position and since he was a really good cook, it was normal for the band to meet there for a little celebration.
"And then the guy told me 'I know you, man, I know you! You're Johnny Depp!'" said Ryuu and everyone laughed.
"Yeah, you really look like him, doesn't he, Gakku-chan?" You peeked out of a kitchen.
"Hey G-chan, are you listening?" Chacha asked. His gentle hand squeezed Gackt's shoulder in worry.
"I'm O.K. I guess I'll leave soon. Gotta meet someone.."
"But Jii-chan!... started Ju-ken, making fun of Chacha's favourite nickname for Gackt as always.
"Don't call me Jii-chan or G-chan or whatever! ....Sorry Chacha, I've gotta go."
"You'll make Chacha-chan cry, you stupid Jii-chan!" said Ju-ken in hurtlike voice.
"Stop that Ju-ken!" said Chacha angrily and looked at Gackt all worried.
"I'll be fine." whispered Gackt to the older man and left the place.

"You came."
"I shouldn't, though."
"Come in." the wide wild smile on Miyavi's pierced lips heated Gackt's sad heart. He felt miserable since he left You's place, for making all his friends worry. But Miyavi's childish acting lifted up his mood a lot.
"So what do you want?"
Miyavi took his hand in reply and led him to the bed. Gackt started to think what he would want from him on the bed, when he spotted two glasses of wine.
"Sit, drink and listen." said Miyavi.
He went to the next room and brought an acoustic guitar. Gackt sat down leaning against the wall, wineglass in one hand.
Miyavi sat on the other side of the bed to Gackt's feet and leaned against the wooden end of the bed. He sipped a little of the wine, grinned, licked left corner of his mouth and started playing guitar.
Gackt put the glass on the table after first 10 seconds. He concetrated himself on the enormous speed of Miyavi's fingers.
Miyavi started to sing with deep voice. He bumped with one foot in the carpet, shaking his head wildly in the rhythm. He held his eyes closed and was completly drown in the music.
He played five completely different songs. There was pop, rock, hard and wild rock, playfull grinning and winking song, funny and happy song, and one really sad ballad.

He waited for Gackt's reaction and when nothing happened, he put the guitar aside and leaned nearer to him. Much nearer.
"Say something!"
Gackt blinked and cocked his head behind. After a minute of amazed staring in Miyavi's eyes, he did what his heart told him and he pressed his lips on Miyavi's pierced ones. He felt the shock of the younger man but couldn't stop himself. He gently sucked the lower lip with the silver ring.
After a pleasant moan came out of Miyavi's throat, he sneaked his toungue inside the wet hot mouth. Gackt lifted his hand and hid it in Miyavi's hair, pressing the hyper closer to himself.
Then he suddenly realized what he was doing, he pulled away in a shock.
"I'm sorry."
"I didn't expect you'll..."
"I know. Me neither." he didn't want to look in the kiddo's face right now.
"I liked it, though." said Miyavi, smiling like crazy.
"Are you serious? I didn't want to hurt you.."
"Don't be so adult-like. Let's have some more fun, Gakku-nii!" Miyavi playfully licked his lips again tasting the rest of Gackt's flavour. Then pressed his long body on Gackt, pinning him to the bed.
"You're way too aggressive." said Gackt quietly.
"Someone has to be." smiled Miyavi.
"Leave it to me. And don't you dare regret this."
"I won't if you won't." the adorable lips widened in a smile.
"How old are you anyway?" asked Gackt, rolling them to be the one on the top.
"Very soon 24. And you?" He was older than he looked like.
"464."
"Just a little older.." grinned Miyavi and kissed Gackt finally to stop the conversation.

"Ga-kku-nii-chan! The Japan's calling...Where are you?" Miyavi's voice sounded like from a far. Gackt blinked second time seeing Miyavi's smile. He sat back on his side of the bed, waving a hand in front of Gackt's face.
"Stop daydreaming."
Gackt moaned in realization of what he'd just imagined.
"Oh my God. I have to go." he rushed out of the bed looking for his shoes.
"What are you doing...Did I say something wrong?" asked Miyavi putting his arms around Gackt's neck to make him stop.
"I..I...no, you didn't."
"So tell me what you think. Advise me."
"If I tell you I liked it, you won't believe me anyway." He put the I-am-so-irritated mask again, hoping that Miyavi didn't see the lust in his eyes.
"I will, I will! If you say it, I'll believe you."
"Why so suddenly?"
"You're my Gakku-nii, that's why."
"I guess I can't help it. So you can call me if you need my help."
Miyavi bit his lower lip in a wide grinn:
"Anytime?"
"Yeah yeah anytime, just let me go already."
"O.K. it's a promise then."

After this, Gackt had to get used to Miyavi's calls. He called him really anytime. At 2 am, during shower, during shooting and once while he was on stage. Gackt found the missed call when he got backstage during a short break.
When Miyavi picked up the phone, Gackt almost got deaf.
"Gakku-nii I'm HERE!!" cried the hyper.
"Where 'here'?"
"On your concert! I wanted to tell you, you looked sexi in that baggy pants and with opened T-shirt!!!"
"Is that all?" Gackt asked calmly, but couldn't stop the wide smile spreading across his lips.
"Yeah, I wanted to tell you I'm wachting you so try your best! I'm learning here from a maestro!!"
"I gotta go, see ya!"
"I'll see you the moment you'll get on stage!!!" laughed Miyavi and hung up.
Gackt again concentrated on getting changed, the staff running around helping Chacha, Ju-ken, You and Ryuu in their clothes, wiping the sweat off and re-doing the hairdos.
When he again appeared on stage, jumping out from nowhere, the crowd was screaming, he thought about one person somewhere in that crowd screaming and yelling something stupid like:
'Ganbatte Gakku-nii-chan-sensei' or what.
As he started to sing Mirror, he couldn't help but seek that crowd for his 'student-younger-brother'.

And so their weird relatinship continued. He could see how Miyavi acted towards the whole world and to him. There was a little difference. While Miyavi the Singer was wild, careless, franky speeking, always provocatively looking, talking, licking his lips, winking, ...etc., Miyavi the 'Gackt's Younger Brother' was caring, childish, open and simpleminded. But Gackt loved both sides of him. He loved to watch Miyavi playing guitar with his skilled long fingers, and young but already husky voice singing songs like Selfish love.
Gackt got hurt by this guy just once, but wasn't sure how many times did he manage to hurt the Hyper without even knowing it.
He felt hurt after meeting Miyavi in the park. He had new, really adorable haircut for the Kimi ni negai wo PV, which was Gackt's favourite miyavi-song.
And he hung on some cute young girl. He looked happy and all. He introduced her to Gackt with love and care, although a little wilder and loud. Gackt didn't show how jealous he got, he was smiling and was sweet and all. But Miyavi noticed, because he visited Gackt that evening asking if something happend.
"Why?"
"You were so sweet today."
"Was that bad?"
"Normaly you yell at me, get irrited or act bored. What happend?"
"Nothing, I had a bad day. It's not connected with you."
"If there's anything.."
"It's okay." Gackt repeated.
Miyavi nodded and left.

But this happend even before the concert. They were quite often together, they used to meet in hotel rooms and spend nights together playing guitars on the balcony, Gackt showed up sometimes at Miyavi's shooting and gave him some advice and Miyavi was simply everywhere, everytime.
Once You stoped Gackt before leaving the studio.
"Gakku-chan, are you happy meeting that kid?"
"Why do you ask?"
"I don't ask, in fact, I know it. You would send him away, if he was too annoying."
"You're right I guess. He is funny, and everytime all happy, I can't help but be by his side, warming myself in his shiny happy aura."
"That's fine. I like him a lot. He made you smile more."
"Really? Okay, but let's concentrate on the tomorrow concert."
"You've had enough, you haven't slept in three days, you can't go on stage like this. Go sleep." You-chan's voice got serious.
"Maybe you're right. But I want it to be perfect."
"You always want that. And it always is. Don't worry."
When he got home, he went to take a shower and planned on going to bed, but a good idea crossed his mind.
He grabbed the notebook and started typing like mad. It was a new song, he could hear the words as good as the melody. After he finished it, it was one hour in the morning. He sat in front of the piano and not really caring if he would wake up the staff, he started to play the song. He would have to write the score for the other instruments later, but for this performance, he planned just the piano and drums. He played it dozen times and sung the lyrics until he got used to it.
He stopped when You got there to pick him up.
"Did you sleep well?" he asked with a smile.
"Wonderful," Gackt lied and thinking hard about how to get the new song in the repertoire, he got in the car.
He called the staff and the band for the quick meeting telling them about the change.
You's eyes got angry and he pulled Gackt aside.
"You lied to me!! You didn't sleep! How do you think you can perform 2 hours dancing, jumping and singing!!! You're such a fool!!"
"I'm sorry You-chan, I promise not to work for a week after this, but this is very important for me."
"That 's one more reason why you had to sleep more. You'll faint again!!"
"You-chan I know you're worried, but I had no time for sleep. Seriously."
You roared angrily and let him be. He knew Gackt will do what he wanted, not listening in this state.
Gackt grabbed Ryuu and lead him on the stage and they practiced the new song over and over again until he was satisfied. You had to admit that the new song was incredible.
Then everyone got drown in the circle of dressing up, dancing, rehearsing, and playing chaos and the time passed quickly by.
Suddenly there was already time to let the fans in. Gackt waited in the staff entrance, smoking and waiting for Miyavi. This day was very important, because it was their one year anniversary. He doubt Miyavi will look at it this way, but in his heart he held this day for the most important one. He asked Miyavi to come and wanted to sing for him the new song as a present.
"Gakku-nii-chan! Waiting for me?" that voice was recognizable far sooner than its owner. Miyavi had silky silver hair covering almost half of his face, just mouth was visible. He wore that sleeveless shirt with hood he had in Girls, be ambitious PV and white pants.
"You came. I want you to come backstage after the first half of the concert. I'll lend you one of my guards to make it easier."
"As you please." Miyavi smiled, then looked more carefully in Gackt's face.
"Are you O.K.? You look tired."
"I'm fine. I have a surprise for you."
"For me? Let's see, let'see!!" Miyavi jumped up and down.
"You'll hear it, don't worry." sighted Gackt really feeling exhousted. But he have to sing the best today.
Miyavi hugged him as he used to not waiting for respond. He hugged him often to show his feelings. He was way too simpleminded.
So he was really surprised when he felt Gackt's arms closing around him.
"Happy anniversary Gakku-nii." he wispered lovingly, but inside worried for his beloved Nii-chan.
"You remembered? I was afraid you'll not know."
"I counted it already for a month, I couldn't wait for today. So do your best, we'll celebrate a little after this."

Gackt performed the first half of the concert on full speed, wanting the new song to be the last one of the first part. He went backstage to drink a little while the piano was brought on stage.

He walked to it with panting heart, would Miyavi like it? His wild, crazy yelling, rough and sweet innocent Miyavi? He sat on the chair trying to calm himself a little. He took the mic closer and closed his eyes.
"Happy anniversary, Hyper." The melody started to flow from the instrument accompanied by drums and spreading among the fans.
Gackt's deep voice amazed everyone as it has almost five years.

hitomi o tojite sora o miage hadashi no mama de odoritsuzuketa
kaze ni motare...
yubisaki ga fureru ude o tsuranuku ya ga michi o sashishimesu....

(Close your eyes, look up at the sky, and keep dancing barefoot
Against the wind...
The arrow that pierces my arm with trembling fingertips shows the way)

maaka na tsuki ga hada o tokashi shinjitsu no boku o sarakedasou to suru
subete no tsumi o aganau tame ni "karada o moyashite aru ga mama no sugata ni nare" to

(The crimson moon melts my skin just as I'm about to reveal my true self
In order to atone for all of my sins, I say, "Burn this body and reveal the true form")

Gackt started to feel dizzy.

giniro no kigi ga douiro no boku no karada o shinshoku shite
itami nado nai hazu no kokoro ga yorokobi o kanjiteru

(The silver trees violate my bronze body
My heart that must suffer no pain feels joy)

"Here comes the chorus." he thought and took a deep breath.

boku no sugata ga miemasu ka?
kono tozasareta sekai nara
anata ni mo kono koe ga todoiteiru hazu

(Can you see my figure?
If it's this closed off world
My voice should even reach you)

"And the most important verse...."

boku no kokoro ga miemasu ka?
mou nido to hanasanai kara
karappo no kono hako ni modoshite...

(Can you see my heart?
Because I won't let go again
I'll return to my empty shell... )

fusagareta kumo no sukima kara boku no kioku o kirihanashite
wakare mo sumaseta hazu no karada ga kanashimi ni naiteiru

(From a gap between stopped up clouds, my memory is severed
My body that must also be cleanly parted laments in grief)

boku no kakera ga miemasu ka?
kono tozasareta sekai demo
anata e no inori nara todoiteiru hazu

(Can you see my broken fragments?
Even in this closed off world
If it's a prayer for you, it should reach you)

His voice showed deep emotions as he played the piano with all of his heart.

namida no ato wa kiemasu ka?
mou nido to modorenai nara
konagona ni kono kioku o kowashite kudasai

(Can the tear stains disappear?
If I can't go back again
Please break my memory into pieces)

boku no sugata ga miemasu ka?
kono tozasareta sekai nara
anata ni mo kono koe ga todoiteiru hazu

(Can you see my figure?
If it's this closed off world
My voice should even reach you)

boku no kokoro ga miemasu ka?
mou nido to hanasanai kara
karappo no kono hako ni modoshite...

(Can you see my heart?
Because I won't let go again
I'll return to my empty shell...)

The crowd yelled when the last tones were gone.
After singing this, he got break for almost 10 minutes. He wanted to sleep so much, but he knew he had to continue. Miyavi showed up with tears in his eyes. He threw himself in Gackt's arms.
"That was the best present I've ever recieved. What it is called?"
"Cube"
Gackt rested his head on top of Miyavi's, trying not to fall asleep.

He didn't even know how he managed to survive through the rest of the live, how he could smile and laugh during the fluffy U+K performance. He got terribly weak during Mirror while yelling "Nyah nyah" but he did it.
After leaving the stage for the last time that evening, he collapsed in the arms of his
bodyguard, exhausted to the point of unconsciousness.

He didn't know he was sleeping in the hospital for two days. He didn't even feel Miyavi's hand holding his own the whole time. He didn't hear his friends worrying and arguing. Ju-ken and Ryuu were mad at Miyavi saying it was his fault. But Miyavi still didn't let go. He definitely did not hear You taking Miyavi's side in the fight and after the two of them left, yelling at Miyavi by himself. But at least he let him with Gackt.
So after Gackt finally woke up, he found warm body pressed to his side. He turned his head to find Miyavi's sleeping face, still holding Gackt's hand under one cheek. He was too tired to do more than a little kiss on the forehead. After that he'd fallen asleep again.

He woke up about four hours later. His staff came to take him home, and Miyavi didn't leave him either. The doctor promised to go check on him next day.
At home, he went straight to bed, because he didn't want to make You more angry.
He ate a little miso and when everyone left, he turned to Miyavi, who was playing with Gackt's collection of Miyavi cd's. As Miyavi promised the first day they've met, he gave each cd for free, signed and with warm hug.
"You made me so worried, Gacchan." cried Miyavi dramatically.
"I...I don't have a proper apology, I guess."
"That's right. Your friends were sooo worried, and they put the blame on me. It was scary."
"I'm sorry. I'll talk to them."
Miyavi finally let the cd collection be and looked at Gackt. He climbed on the bed and hugged the weak singer.
"You are so important to everyone, I know how they feel. It's too selfish from you to make people who love you so worried." his voice was serious and it sounded like a father scolding his little bratty son.
"Yes, daddy." said Gackt smiling.
Miyavi's eyes got filled with diamond tears.
"Hey, what's up? Don't cry, I promise not to do that anymore." said Gacckt gently stroking Miyavi's back.
"I...I......Oh my Gackt, something terrible happened while you were sleeping, nii-chan."
the hyper sobbed quite loud. Gackt rather overheard Miyavi's favourite saying Oh my Gackt instead of Oh my God. Here was something more important.
"What happened?"
Miyavi was quiet for a moment and Gackt already thought he won't say anything.
But then he heard him say in a very very quiet voice.
"I'm going to be a father."
"WHAT?" Gackt cocked his head in shock. His... his sweet Miyavi's going to have a family? A child??
"I...Do you remember that girl I was with in the park?"
"Yeah." he really couldn't forget.
"We broke up a month later. And she called me two days ago saying she's pregnant with me, and getting married to her current boyfriend." Miyavi sobbed.
"Do you still love her?"
"Of course not! I don't care if she gets married, I just want her to be happy. But....she won't allow me to see my child." he whispered the last sentence.
"Why did you even broke up?"
"She said I spend too much time with you, instead of with her."
Gackt gasped in surprise.
"Don't worry, I let her go, because I could imagine life without her, but not without seeing you. That's how I feel."
Gackt thought he didn't hear well. Did Miyavi just confess? He rested his head on Miyavi's and closed his eyes.
After another silent moment, Miyavi asked with trembling voice:
"Isn't it a little odd, nii-chan? Am I weird?"
"No, you're definetely not. But if you are, then I'm too."
"How is that possible?"
"I can't imagine to live without yo....seeing you too. "
"But I have sometimes really weird feelings. I want to hug you all the time. I think about you all the time. And once, I really wanted to kiss you. Ha, that makes me the winner. I'm surely weirder than you." smiled Miyavi, wiping the tears.
Gackt took his hand and leaned closer.
"Try to surpass this," and he kissed the salty lips of his childish hyper. Miyavi opened his mouth in protest and Gackt slid his toungue in.
After that passionate kiss he pulled away. Miyavi looked at him through silky hair, grinning.
"You're so stubborn. You have to win everytime."
"You bet."
"But what if I say I already dreamed about ....... making you feel good?"
"How?"
"This way," he slid one hand under the covers finding Gackt's waistband.
"Wait...wai.."
Gentle hand grabbed Gackt's magnum and caressed it with slow strokes.
He exposed it and led his head to it. Gackt shook his head in pleasure after he felt Miyavi's mouth closing around his hot member. He was so skilled, Gackt moaned in lust till he released his sticky dna all over.

He must've fallen asleep, because when he started to feel, hear and think, he noticed acoustic guitar playing some unknown melody. He felt sticky liquid on his legs and moaned while opening eyes.
"Oh, nii-chan you're finaly awake," Miyavi jumped off the coutch. "Just go take a small shower and I'll make you breakfast."
"Wha...what happened?"
"You've fallen asleep after we talked about me being a father. Then you called my name. You must have been dreaming about me, am I right?" He provocatively licked the lip with the silver ring on the right side.
"I'll take a shower," said Gackt quickly. He couldn't believe he blamed himself again. The dream must have been very realistic when he got wet down there. He took a cold shower and tried to make himself look human.
After walking into the kitchen, he found Miyavi along with his band and half of the staff waiting for him.
Miyavi ordered him to sit and made a small sigh. He lifted the guitar, Ryuu took his drumsticks and instead of playing drums, he drummed on the table. They played the song Gackt heard while waking up.
He didn't know what to do. He sat there comletely shocked as they sung the chorus...
"Dakara We love you,
 we love you,
 sekai wa,
 kimi o aishiteru.."
Gackt felt wet tears sliding down his cheeks.
"Everyday everyday everyday everyday we love you. Anytime anytime anytime anytime, we love you"
Gackt sobbed and smiled at them as the song ended.
"I understand. I'll try not to make you worry anymore. I feel very ashamed. I love all of you too."
"Then keep that promise and eat your breakfast now," said You and he hugged his best friend.
After everyone except You and Miyavi left, You went to check something out, so they were alone.
"What are you going to do?"
"What do you mean?"
"With the father thing. If I were you, I'll propably write a song about it. It's the best way to let it out. And I'll wait. I'm sure when time comes, you'll be able to meet your child."
"Yeah, propably. I gues it's better this way, I can't really imagine to be father at the age of 25."
"But if I can help you anyhow, just tell."
"You'll help me if you recover. And then record my Cube-present-song and release it. And we didn't really celebrate our anniversary, so you have to recover and we will get wild. And..."
"O.K. you've planned a lot as I see." Gackt laughed.
They spent nice day playing cards and other games also with You and Chacha. Miyavi was with him for the last day, he decided to return to work the next day, so he could release new cd in short time.
In this laughy atmosphere the doctor came for check.
He said Gackt's condition was really bad.
"I didn't see you so weak even during that terrible pneumonia. I suggest the best thing you can do is take at least three-month vacation. I wonder if you'd like to make another training camp as you did before MARS recording. You should slowly train a little, spend some time in the nature and rest a lot. I'll go with you as always, if you want. Take the band and the staff."
Gackt thought about it as a really good idea, he could call home, at the Okinawa training camp he was with his former band and he started to look forward to these three months.
Miyavi looked sad.
"I wanna go with you."
"No, you have to stay and continue your new cd. But of course you can visit anytime."
"I'll call you everyday!!"
"Don't be ridiculous," Gackt laughed and stroked Miyavi's hair.
"Don't worry Mi-chan, we will take good care of him," smiled Chacha.

In one week, they packed and planned the whole camp. As the last day came, Miyavi showed up to say bye.
"I brought you somethin'," he handed Gackt a home-burned cd. The cover was drawn by himself. There was Miyavi in nurse suit saying that cd is magical and that Gackt will get well just by listening to it.
"That's just like you," said Gackt, trying to hide his true emotions.
But then, he took his hand out of pocket, showing Miyavi his present.
"I wanted to give this to you for our anniversary. I'm sorry I blew up your party."
"This is..." Miyavi took the onyx ring in his hand, studying its beauty against the sunlight. "But this means you take me into your family."
"Yes, I want it to protect you."
"Nii...." Miyavi threw himself on Gackt. He couldn't say a word, he was so moved.

Next morning Gackt, his staff and whole band drove towards Okinawa and his better health. He had to visit his hometown, which brought him again very mixed up feelings. Although he was Japan's number one celebrity, almost mistaken for a god, at home he was son, who if he didn't behave the way his parents wanted, got scolded like a little brat.
"Nothing changed here..." he said to You, leaving his parents' house.
"Is that bad?"
"I guess not," smiled the singer. He took You by the shoulders and asked.
"What are you going to cook us, Mr. Chef?"
"Wheeeee, you want me to cook for so many people?"
"You already did that by our Cowboy Platinum Box shooting. Just make a big cauldron of Miso and we can eat it outside. I'll help you peel the potatoes."
"Yeah, that cowboy thing, it was funny. Maybe next time we can play indians," chuckled the guitarist.
Gackt fell into cycle of training, playing music and having fun with his band and friends. Although he was glad he was again spending his time with his family, he missed the younger Hyper he had left back in Tokyo. He missed him so much. Even though Miyavi held his promise to call everyday, it wasn't the same as holding him or touching 'by mistake'. He also listened his special magical cd.
He watched TV every evening in order not to miss any news about his friend. Finally Miyavi's single was released. It was called Peace sign and Gackt loved it soon after hearing it. 

One evening, he was again sitting in the bath tub, when his cell rung.
"Hi kiddo," Gackt smiled.
"Gakku-nii-chaaan I'm COMIIING!!!!"
"When?"
"Right NOOOW!!!"
"What..now?"
"YYYYEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH, come here and open the gate!"
Gackt jumped out of the tub and dried himself. He threw some clothes on himself, running to the gate.
"What's up, Gackt-sama?" asked the bodyguard at the gate.
Gackt waited a moment to catch his breath and happily smiled at the man.
"Open up, please."
The gate slowly revealed Miyavi's wide smile and his slender body, almost pressed to the ground under the big bag.
"Nii.....help me," he whispered. The guard hurried to help him. As Miyavi released his luggage, he ran into Gackt's waiting arms.
"I've missed you so much," Gackt whispered in his ear. Miyavi blinked in surprise and than adorably smiled.
"I'm finally here."
That night happened everything Gackt was ever dreaming about. At first he guided Miyavi into his room. Into their room. The younger celebrity turned to him, pressing his lips on Gackt's.
He couldn't believe this was happening.
"Is this true? Are you kissing me right now?" he asked quietly.
"I can make you believe me," Miyavi licked Gackt's bottomlip.
"I dreamed about this and so much more.....I always woke up realizing it was just a dream. If this is just a dream, please don't you ever wake me up."
"It's not a dream.....Hey, did you dream about me that time after you collapsed?" Miyavi grinned.
Gackt hugged him, forcing him to walk backwards till his legs reached the bed. He laid them both on the blanket.
"I dreamed about you giving me a blow job. Man, you were so good in my dream that I woke up all sticky down there."
Miyavi's eyes widened when he understood what that meant.
"What if I'm not that good? What if I suck in bed?"
"Oh, you don't have to worry about unnecessary things, sweetie." His hands found the bottom of Miyavi's shirt and he tugged it until the singer under him took it off. He pressed his wet mouth on Miyavi's neck, taking a long teasing and pleasurable journey down his torso.
Miyavi moaned as he felt hot breath against his right nipple.
"I..I have a little present for you." he managed to say. Gackt lifted his head.
"Where?"
"You promise not to get mad?" asked Miyavi, looking a little bit afraid.
"I promise."
"Then take off my pants."
Gackt kissed every tattoo on his lover's body tracing his hand down to the waistband.
As he took of the pants and boxers, he blinked on Miyavi's freshly tattooed dick.
"Gackt's treasure?" he read the kanji and laughed. He couldn't help it, he laughed so hard. He rolled off from Miyavi and tried to take a breath. Miyavi looked at him a little worried.
"Are you O.K? I thought you'll be glad."
"I am, hihihi, I just...hihihi, this so Miyavi-like, you're so adorable." he couldn't stop.
"I have more on the back." Miyavi said not knowing what reaction he should wait.
"Show me."
"But you'll laugh."
"You said I can't get mad, not laugh. Come on, show me."
Miyavi turned himself lying on his belly. Gackt saw his back for the first time. His upper body was covered in kanji, it looked like a whole article, at the first sight.
Then he spotted a little sentence right above Miyavi's asshole.
"Gackt's property."
"Wooow, I like it!" grinned Gackt again bursting into laughter. He took Miyavi in his arms and hugged him tightly. "This is gonna be the funniest sex I've ever had."
Miyavi looked hurt but hugged him back.
"Don't make fun of me. I didn't mean it as a joke!"
"Sorry, I'm really glad about this present. Just don't show it to anyone, ok?"
"Then shut up and make love to me." Miyavi said, pressing his lips on his beloved ones.
"One more thing. Don't call me nii-chan anymore. I love you as a lover, not as a younger brother." Gackt's eyes were filled up with real feelings.
"Don't worry, I'll call you my Baby."
"Oh no."sighted Gackt but Miyavi happened to get wild and he completely forgot everyhing he wanted to add.

Next day they woke up cuddled to each other, exhausted from all-night-sex-marathon. Miyavi moved just a little so he could reach the remote control.
"Watch this." he said, looking at the clock. " ..ah, we have five more minutes."
"Then what about five-minutes-long-good-morning-kiss." offered Gackt.
They melted in their mouths, until the moderator said:
"And we have breaking news about Miyavi, the popular singer. He surprisingly released a new song just five days after his last single. It's his farewell to ex-girlfriend, who is getting married. I wonder if that's true. To this question he refused to answer a thing. Now watch his new song and pv as well."
The scene changed and there was a church and happy couple. Miyavi was playing himself as a boy playing guitar, who sings for the happy pair, but also he played the groom. He had different hairdo and clothes, and the whole pv was relly nice. It was funny, but Gackt saw true feelings hidden in the song.
"It's beautiful. How do you feel?"
"My ass hurts."
They both burst into happy laughter.