Fluffy Trinity

Title: Uke's diaries
Chapter: 1 First day of the diaries
Author: HimeMi(y)a(vi) :p
Paring: Gackt/Miyavi
Rating: is there something over M?
Disclaimer: I don't own these fabulous

people
Warning: Fluffy yaoi

Thursday

I can' t write right now, gotta kick something.... or else I'll explode!!!!

I'm here again..I crushed the bank in the park...it was already dark anyway...
UAAAAAAAAA.......Man, that guy's making me so violent.....!!!!!

I can't belive this Big Head Ass. I hate it! I hate it! I hate it SO much!!! And he knows!!!He gave me this journal!! He said:" You don't talk to me honestly. So write what you feel."
O.K. no problem I'll write it.

I HATE THAT I LOVE THAT STUPID GACKT SO MUCH!!!!!!!!

I really hate it. He is all like ' I'm the big bad seme'. Let's face it.
He doesn't like my looks always saying I look like a girl. He hates my clothes but when he's taking them off, he pretty enjoys it when they're complicated.
He hates my music. He says: "I don't understand why you scream so much on stage. I'd rather hear you sing something softly and scream in bed. That's the only place I want you to scream."He hates everything I do , I say, every song or pv I make...GRRRRRRRR
He so damn pisses me off!!!! I'm going to kick something again....

later..
Oh my damn stupid Gackt.... I was peacefully kicking that old fridge by the trash can when I heard people around saying stuff like:
"Look isn't it Miyavi? That violent rockstar? I wouldn't want to know him. He surely has someone tightend up at home. In a dark room torturing him just to get himself in the mood."
I almost bursted in laughter. I could say:
"You wanna know where I woke up last night? In the dark room. With handcuffs. And why? BECAUSE MY STUPID SADISTIC BOYFRIEND LIKES S&M!!!!

I want to stop this but I can't. I can't even imagine to live without Gackt. And the worst thing is I don't have anything against him..sobbs..

He is so freaking PERFECT!! Oh God if you dare to exist, why did you made someone so perfect and yet selfish at the same time???
His skin is so smooth, his eyes..I could drown in them....his mouth oh those lips and skillfull toungue...and kissable jaw..I can't bear it when I don't see him once a day...
His strong arms and sexy torso...long legs and so perfect fitting magnum...
He's perfect..... He's perfect for me...
And his stamina... I had to go in the gym the first month I was sleeping with him, so I could hold his tempo...
His music is perfect in every single tone..
His voice.....his voice makes me melt...
If I would ever have to choose if I rather not see him, feel him, or hear him, I'd definitely choose anythimg but hearing him. I can't imagine getting deaf. That would be the worst thing that could happen to me....

But if he is so perfect in his looks, music, acting, on stage, in bed, in daily life...WHY THE HECK IS HE SO DOMINANT in our relationship????!!!!!
I hate it, can you here it??? You stupid ass!!!

Oh, he's here, gotta go wash his

back....chu bye
Miyavi